ljepotica1389

ljepotica1389 @ 2006-04-06T22:31:00

2006-04-07T02:43:27Z

so heres the deal ..

im in love with my ex and when i told him that .. he said "you had your chance .. get over it" .. those words hurt me soo bad that for da past few days ive been soo messed up and cant seem to focus on anythin except that

he cant even ask how im doing nd he damn right knows that im soooo hurt and the fact that i am still in love with you even tho he did say the wrong things but i guess he doesnt know how love feels =(

since im da person who doesnt really let sum things out .. i figure mayb doin it here would help .. so whoever reads this you'll prolly be the only person who's gonna know bout da thoughts running inside of me that no one else knows of ..

so im hurt mostlyyy by himm but today i got a lil more hurt to find out that my best friend who should be da first person to support me .. to visit me .. call a lot to see how im doin isnt really doin her job .. im goin thru such a rough time nd shes the only one who knows everythin nd every time she calls i would be cryin on da phone .. so hopefully she gets the point at where im at .. that im hurtt so much nd it will take a while for me to recover .. well instead of being there with me nd tryin to put a smile on my face .. shes goin out to da movies wit da guy who i love .. no she doesnt like him but they are close friends nd i understand that she hasnt hung out wit him in a while .. but c'mon .. im fuckin hurt here .. cryin every single night .. my heart hurts nd seriously if i get hurt more i will be close to havin a heart attack .. but she decides to go with him to da movies which she can do that any day cuz hes not hurt nd he could care less if i love him or not nd it just kills to know that ..

i havent been able to smile for a week now .. the people who are really supportin me are friends that i just met lately nd it kills me to know that my close and true friends arent there .. helpin me out the way they should =(

ehhh im just goin crazy nd each day is just worse nd worse .. i dont kno wat to do

but i guess im done .. i mentioned wat bothered me da most ..

ljepotica1389 @ 2006-04-02T11:16:00

2006-04-02T15:29:39Z

I LOVE HIM

yet it kills me to kno that he doesnt feel the same bout me ..
nd it hurts so deep inside knowing i cant have him bak

i realized over the past month or two that even tho our relationship was possibly not the greatest nd things really didnt work out .. i would do just about anythin to go bakk to that time nd start all over again .. cuz wat i lost wasnt just anythin it was someone who i realized i love and im crazy about !! ive NEVER felt this strong vibe for anyone before nd its amazing how he makes me feel when im around him .....

nd i keep thinkin ..
just wat if i had one more chance .. but the truth is i wont nd prolly never will but if i did .. i would be just about the happiest grl to have him in my life tho he is nd hes a greatt close friend but i wanna give him my heart <3

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-09-19T11:46:00

2005-09-19T15:58:19Z

-> SuNdAy <-

I woke up .. sat wit mii parents n ate breakfast wit them .. and then mii & mii mom went shoppin for mii heelz to match my homecomin dress !! yayy i finally found green shoes that match !! i also bought 2 more pari of heelz n a purse n then we went to Payless Shoes .. Sam's .. Publix .. Ross .. Stain Mart .. & Bellz Outlet !! after dat .. we came home n i just tried on all mii shit and later Nela came to mii house and we just chilled n crap !! she went home & i did mii hmwk n talked to mii babii =] !! <3 i luv him <3 !!!

>> R i G h T
N o W <<

im here chillin at lunch wit Dali at school .. yayy i got to see mii babii as soon as lunch is over !! but anywayz im out

iLl hOlLa bAkK !!

<33

iM baKk

2005-09-18T13:27:02Z

DamN !! i havent written in this thing .. its been 4ever !! i havent written since April ??

Okay sO let me start off wit da summer ....
Summer was a lot of funn !! me n a couple of friends got a weekday annual pass for Wet n Wild .. so we went there every chance we got !! me n da grlz went clubbin almost every weekend !! Mii friend Antonela had her friend Lidija come down from Boznia so we just chilled wit her n went everywhere !! I miss her :( .. we went to da movies .. shoppin .. parties n all dat good stuff !! im not gonna get too much in detail but dats bout all ive been doin dis summer but it was a lot of fun !!

so school started .. n its goin pretty good !! im not doin good in 2 of mii classes but hopefully ill rise those grades up !! we have A LOT of new ppl in our school .. but damn the freshman are da hottest !! n every1 know's that !! but mii grl Dali goes to Lake Howell n we got 2 classes 2getha so dats always a good thing !! but since i dotn really like school .. ama stop wit da subject !!

I GOT MII SELF A MAN !! WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A WEEK N 3 DAYS ALREADY AND I KNOW THERES MONTHS TO COME !! HE JUST MAKES ME SOOO HAPPY !! HES PERFECT !! HIS KISSES N HUGS ARE PRICELESS AND I JUST LOVE HIM MORE THAN DIS WORLD CAN OFFER !!
<33 9/8/05

anywayz .. ama start writin in here more often !! but im out now.. *xoxo*

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-24T21:37:00

2005-04-25T01:48:30Z

.:*fRiDaY*:.

afteR schOOl muh dad tOOk me tO Stain Mart sO that i can buy muhself a purSe which is sOO kute !! n den when i came bakk i tOOk a shOweR n packed muh stuff n gOt Ready n left fOR jacksOnville wit muh paRents !! when we gOt theRe (( which tOOk 2 lOng hRz )) we fiRst went tO a bOsnian stORe n den went tO a bOsnian cafe .. afteRwaRds went tO the Dino Merlin cOnceRt .. i sat theRe wit muh paRents til iRma gOt theRe and den we just hung Out til dinO staRted singing ... WOW HE HAS AN AMAZING VOICE N HE LOOKS GORGEOUS !!! .. but fuckin teenageRz Of 18 yRz Or sO had tO fuck eveRythin up by gettin dRunk n staRting fights which was sOO fucking gay but wateva .. afteR da cOnceRt me n muh paRents weRe suppOse to spend da night at a hOtel n den da next mORning gO 2 st.augustine n dOwntOwn but instead we just decided 2 gO bakk hOme .. sO gOt hOme rOund 2 & went stR8 2 bed !!!

.:*SaTuRdAy*:.

wOke up late .. just hung Out wit muh paRents n junk til dey staRted gettin Ready since dey weRe gOin bakk to jax fOr anOtheR paRty thing Or wateveR .. but afteR dey left i just hung rOUnd .. cleaned da hOuse .. n den zOran n muh bRO came n picked me up n we went Out tO cici's fOR dinner .. went tO pik up daRkO .. went 2 blOckbusteR .. n den we all came bakk tO muh place n watched da mOvies

.:*SuNdAy*:.

wOke up rOund 12 .. n da whOle day just hung aROund .. didnt NOTHING til we staRted da family bbq thing .. sO muh cuzins came OveR n just chilled wit em n dats bOut it .. nOw i gOtta gO take a shOweR n get muh shii stR8 4 schOOl 2mOROw

im Out

* CANT WAIT TIL FRIDAY TO GO 2 UPPER LEVEL .. *

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-24T00:25:00

2005-04-24T04:26:12Z

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ZEKO!!

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-17T19:01:00

2005-04-18T00:21:30Z

so ...

da week dayz are da same ... SchOoL --> sLeeP --> eaT ... ThuRsdaY i had a trainer at da gym n damnn dat boy was hard on me shiii !!! but its all good cuz he was kute ;-) .. but yahh

so Friday .. you would think yeahh she prolly went 2 Upper Level but actually i just stayed home n went 2 bed at like 9 or so .. woke up saturday at 10:30 .. chilled wit muh bro n Alen // cleaned da house n watered muh ma's plants // muh cuzins Darko n Daco came over n chilled wit em // got ready n den muh cuzinz drove me 2 Nelas ... Zana picked us up along wit Dali n Veca n we headed to Upper Level .. well we found out dat only da first 100 ppl get in free so wateva but i got to see ppl from school n Chris .. met up wit Nick .. got into da club and hardly any1 was there but it was fun cuz by da end of da night more ppl came .. umm left round 1 .. came bakk to Nelas place n slept at her house ...

2day woke up .. me n Nela ate .. did her hw .. n den we went to da mall wit Zana .. came bakk to Nelas place // ate // went to Walgreens wit Nela, Dali n Veca // now im just doin dis junk n waitin for muh dad to pik me up

ama go chill wit Nela

muahzz <3 Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-12T20:48:00

2005-04-13T01:20:59Z

-> fRiday <-
.. chiLLed afTeR schooL & den sTaRTed geTTin Ready Round 7 oR so n den headed down 2 NeLas .. and so me Zana n Nela wenT 2 Upper LeveL and dis Time iT wasnT daT gReaT buT iT was sTiLL fun .. Dali n her sis came LaTeR on and LiLi n heR fRiend .. so afTeRwaRds muh dad came n picked us up n i Took NeLa Zana DaLi n Veca home
and i came home // aTe // n wenT 2 sLeep

-> saTuRday <-
.. woke up Late & jusT chiLLed Round // didnT do much buT neLa came oveR daT nighT n we jusT chiLLed n wenT To bed eaRLy since we weRe tiRed ...

-> sunday <-
.. we woke up Round 10: 30 and aTe // foR Lunch we wenT To muh aunTs n aTe // so afTeRwaRds muh paRenTs Took us To Look aT The houses he boughT and we mighT be moving To a new house in Oviedo buT ama sTiLL be going To Lake howeLL :-) !! so we came home .. Took a waLk .. n den jusT chiLLed Round // afTeR neLa LefT i jusT waTched Tv n wenT To sLeep

-> monday <-
.. da usuaL // didnT ReaLLy do anyThin excepT go To The gym which i havenT gone in foReveR so i had fun :-) .. came home Took a showeR n den wenT To sLeep

-> Today <-
.. same shiT as monday excepT i Took a nap afTeR schooL

i Love muh baby jeRmaine !!! im soo happy daT im wiTh him n i wouLdnT change iT 4 da woRLd (( aT LeasT foR now ))

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-05T22:29:00

2005-04-06T02:39:17Z

sUnDaY : i basically did nuttin .. just chilled round da house n went 2 da gym n den got ready 4 school

mOnDaY : school went by pretty good .. i was HAPPY to see muh baby JerMaine :-] !! da story wit me n him iz im real happy that im with him n he makes me feel so happy n good !!! sLept after school n just did hw later on .. so n so

ToDaY : i couldnt handle school 2day for da fact dat i was soo damn tired n sleepy :-( i was soo close to callin muh mom from work to come n get me but i didnt wanna bother her :-/ ... so i got home after school n da guy who put a new garage door 2day was there n i was locked out so i had to wait for muh mom to come home so i was sittin in front of muh house n he asks me where im from n i told him Bosnia n hes like "me too" lol so dat was interesting n hes from Sarajevo like me .. yeahh go us!!! .. muh mom put labels on boxes in our garage so he saw that n knew we were bosnian .. so muh mom got home n as soon as i got in da house .. i headed str8 2 da bed n slept good 3 hrs .. woke up started on muh hw n just chilled .. was still tired 2 go 2 da gym so i just relaxed at home n talked on da fone ... so Alexis' bday is comin up next friday n yeahh us 6 grlz are gettin a hotel // goin bungi jumping // and throwin a hotel party n havin guys yeahhhh cant wait !!!!!! so dats dat

** im hopin dis friday i head out 2 Upper Level again **

Monday is Anjas n Titos bday .. n Dino Merlin concert iz 22nd yeahh i get to go n chill wit Irma n dance our asses off n da next day (( da 23rd )) iz Zekos bday n his party soo yeahh dis month is gonna rock !!!

but im out 4 now
take care
<3 Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-04-03T09:46:00

2005-04-03T14:20:14Z

okay so .. FRIDAY NIGHT WAS AMAZING :-D !!!
of course i went to school duhh and after school i just chilled 4 a lil n den i went 2 go get a haircut !! yeahh n i like it (( i got it like an inch shorter n den a whole bunch of layers )) so i came bak home .. jumped in da shower .. n started gettin ready 4 uPpEr LeVeL !!!!!! went 2 Nelas and then Zana Nela n me went :-) .. we got there n da line was longg mann .. we waited in line for like more than 30 mins and we meet up wit LiLi .. so we got into da club n meet up wit Shelby Tasha n Amanda .. so we all went into da Reggaeton room n no one was freakin dancin so i told da grlz to go where we danced last time n wow as soon as we started dancing .. all da guys surrounded us .. lol cuz of course we do attract guys c'mon now ;-) !! so i just basically danced with diff guys n when i was dancin wit one of da guyz i looked up n saw dis fyne guy n we had eye contact for bout 10 secs n i just smiled n looked away (( l8er i found out his name was Mike )).. so l8er on i was leaning against da bar thing n Nela was dancin on me n Mike comes bakk and keeps scaring at us .. so once a diff song started playin Nela pulls me to da dancefloor and of course i start dancing and Mike comes up behind me n soo we danced together da whole night .. things sorta got out of hand n well thats only gonna stay wit muh babies who were there wit me lol .. yall kno wat im talking bout the "Maja had her own lil fun" thing lol .. LiLi drove me n Nela bakk to Nelas place since i was spendin da night there n we just talked bout da club n went 2 sleep .. da next morning we woke up // chilled // ate // n just talked more bout da club n how sum guyz cant dance lol :-P .. round 4 we went to her soccer game .. which i frooze muh ass off lol and she lost :-( 4:1 .. but da wind fucked up da game so its all good .. we went to CiCi's afterwards n ate .. got bakk to her house n just chilled n den i went home .. came bakk to muh place // took a shower // chilled wit muh bro n watched tv // n i went 2 bed early cuz i didnt get enuf sleep friday night n i was madd tired (( muh legz were killing me from dancin mann )) so now im up early again n i donno wat im doin 2day ?? ..

im out // take care
<3 Maja

fRiDaY --> I LOVE YOU GRLZ SOOO MUCH !!! I HAD SOO MUCH FUN (( NOT ONLY BECUZ OF BEIN WIT DAT KID .. BUT JUST BEING WITH YOU GUYZ ;-) )) N WE SHOULD MOST DEF GO AGAIN FRIDAY !!!

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-30T20:33:00

2005-03-31T02:00:06Z

okay so LasT nighT i wenT To The gym .. n ThaT goT a few Things off muh mind whiLe i was TheRe .. n wow iTs soo nice To know ThaT someone caRes abouT me n why im sayin This is because ausTin caLLed me whiLe i was aT The gym jusT To ask how i was doing wiTh aLL The haRd Times im goin ThRu n TeLL me he Loves me :-D ahh ThaTs a TRu fRiend RighT TheRe so Then caLLed my mom To pick us up aT waLgReens since i needed To geT sum sTuff foR schooL buT muh dad came insTead n pReTended nuTTin happened and gave me a hug n kiss ..NO DONT THINK SO .. goT home n Took a LiL nap LoL (iT was Like 9 ) . . . woke up To anToneLa caLLin me hehe Tx gRL buT heyy i needed To wake up n Take a showeR ;-) .. gRL im soo happy you goT a caR (( yeahhh neLa goT a caR .. n i sTiLL need To see iT .. so gRL you need To pick me up and Take me on a TesT dRive )) .. so afTeR i was done TaLking 2 heR i wenT n Took a showeR n of couRse wenT To sLeep

so Today i wenT To schooL .. wow iT was so haRd To wake up 4 sum Reason and my back has been kiLLing me !! buT yeahh schooL was aLRiTe (( iT made me happy so ThaTs a good Thing )) umm i did good Today .. i finished aLL my woRk in eveRy cLass !!! :-) buT when i came home .. wow ThaTs wheRe iT aLL goes bakk To buLLshiT !! when i goT home.. my dad was home n muh 2 uncLes n muh dad asked me To make Them sumThin To eaT so i did and asked him if he couLd Take me so i couLd geT muh haiRcuT and of couRse his answeR is aLways The same "im busy, i have pLans" n i ReaLLy didnT wanna bug Like i aLways do so i jusT wenT To Take a nap n when i woke up i heaRd muh dad askin muh bRo if he wanTed To go waTch a socceR game aT muh uncLes house which ThaT was his LiL pLan ThaT he was soo busy wiT .. WTF HE CARES ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE MORE THAN HIS OWN DAMN FAMILY HE LIVES WITH !! HE NEVER CHANGES .. ALWAYS THE SAME FUCKIN FATHER WHICH I HATE .. so i ToLd him ThaT sTR8 ouT n he said nuTTin n i Ran To muh Room n LeT The TeaRs ouT cuz i had nuTTin beTTeR To do
eaRLieR 2niTe .. i was painTin muh naiLs n he waLks by muh Room n sTops n jusT sTands TheRe foR a min n says "ThaTs noT sTudyin .. Leave Those fuckin naiLs aLone and do youR homewoRk.. you see why youR fRiends geT eveRyThin because They make good gRades .. weLL youR noT geTTin anyThin anymoRe.. youR noT going anywheRe anymoRe and if you donT have nuTTin To sTudy go heLp youR mom in da yard" HAHA WTF AGAIN WIT DA COMPARING SHITT .. IM SOO FUCKIN TIRED FROM IT ALL .. 2MORROW I SWEAR AMA OPEN MUH MOUTH THATS BEEN KEPT SHUT N TELL HIM STR8 OUT TO FUCK HIM SELF N HES NOT MUH DAD ANYMORE IF HE KEEPS COMPARING ME TO OTHER PPL SINCE I GUESS IM NOT TOO GOOD ENUF FOR HIM .. man o man waT is goin on wiT me These pasT few days .. i have shed soo many TeaRs n goT inTo so many aRgumenTs .. i haTe The way im Living :-(

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-29T18:46:00

2005-03-29T23:46:55Z

Its really strange how i can have soo much fun in one night and then the next day its turned upside down .. ive been stressing dese past 3 days n i donno wat to say or do any more :-( .. i tried soo many things to make me feel better but nothin works !! The ppl that i love the most (parents n friends) are the ones causing pain and i want to 4get bout it but it just doesnt wanna leave til i explode on someone n i cant really do that right now cause things will get worse .. i guess ama need sum time alone to think things over n hope 4 da best in the end of all this drama . . . .

so i got muh report card yesterday .. 3 A's 1 B and 2 C's .. which isnt great but its good at least 4 me cause one of those C's could of been an F but i did muh hardest 2 get it up to an C .. so i come home n well i cant 4get bout muh mom takin me 2 da mall to "get a hair cut" but i came bak home wit nuttin done and my mom blames it on me .. how im stupid blah blah and shit .. dont want to get there and i really wanted to get muh hair done but now i dont give a shit man .. but at dinner muh bro mentions he got his report card and so muh parents ask me bout mines and i tell them wat i got and muh mom nods her head and i tell them str8 out dat im proud of it and of course they start wit the same shit like always "Look at "Name" grades .. She/He gets str8 A's" .. for the last fucking time im not any body else except me MAJA .. no one is perfect and im not gonna be like any else .. if you dont fuckin like that well just imagine me bein worse at school .. worse towards everythin and den wat will you be sayin ??? fuck that shit man .. next time it happens im out of this house and den mayb they'll realize who i fuckin am and dat im not gonna be like any1 else ..

anywayz Sunday was easter .. so i just chilled round da house.. doin nuttin n den round 5 30 i left to Antonelas .. chilled there wit Nela Zana Dali Veca Igor Zoran n muh bro .. just listenin to music n talkin bout goin to Upper Level next weekend ( wit all dis bull shit goin round .. i dont even kno if i wanna go anymore anywhere .. but i hope i do cause muh boo Austin is gona be there and i love him to death .. he makes me feel better n i really need that comfort since non of muh *tru* friends can give me that) but yeahh.. stayed there til 12 30 .. got home n went str8 to sleep

yesterday i got to sleep in a lil more cuz muh mom took me 2 skool .. wow this is strange but school made me feel soo much better .. it just made me not think of everythin n made me feel comfortable !! so got home n dats where all da hair cut// mall drama began n me n muh mom arent talking .. me n muh dad are always yelling at each other .. so muh bro is da only one i got in this house .. so i cried muhself to sleep :-(

today was pretty good in skool .. yeahh im blessed that i got Jermaine in muh lyfe cuz i love him n he makes my fears//feelings all go away :-) .. n i almost began 2 cry when Lyrone told me "Your a beautiful grl Maja" cuz with all da things right now.. i just felt like i wasnt anythin .. i wasnt in any1's life and just those 5 words changed everythin .. and if you havent noticed i said guys are the tru friends..well only guys made me feel like im sumthin in life n comforted me .. so i was correct

Austin (( you have made me feel soo good bout muhself n u have been thru da things i have been .. and helped me every second that i met you n wat would i do without you.. i would of have cried soo many tears only if it wasnt for your comfort n love .. so thank you so much with all the pain im goin thru .. you kno i love you wit all muh heart n im tellin you again cuz its much more stronger n i cant wait to see you over the weekend.. cause we are gonna have fun that will be memorable))
Steven (( ive known u for 4 days .. and you are bigger n there 4 me more than muh friends that ive known muh whole life ... wat da hell .. dats why any time you need a hand.. need to talk to sum1 .. need a shoulder .. you know who you can go 2 .. n i kno i can do those things wit you !! love ya man )) im out ..

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-26T20:24:00

2005-03-27T01:31:40Z

"Ordinary People"

[Verse 1]

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]

I hang up you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 3]

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby youuuu and I

[Chorus]

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Heyyy)
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow (Take it slow oh oh ohh)
This time we'll take it slow

yeahh so 2day i just had drama :-( .. but its okay .. whoever made up dis friend junk .. should go backwards n not fuckin even come up wit da idea cuz i think ppl are best alone .. see the thing is i love all muh friends and when dey all lose their other friends i am gonna be da only one who is left behind to support them n give them advice n everythin cause im just dat of a person but no one see's that and yet still let me down n talk shit about me but you kno.. i think im used to it so im not gonna complain.. but i came to find out dat grlz are just a waste of ur time .. guys are the true meaning of a friendship !!! i got nuttin else to say . . .

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-26T10:20:00

2005-03-26T18:36:36Z

<--> * <--> * <--> * <-->
okayy so ive been tryin to get soo many ppl to go 2 dis club Upper Level and last night waz it.. I went wit muh grlz Nela Zana Dali -n- Heather .. got 2 da club at 9 .. n like 5 mins later we met up wit Neno Dejo Ogi Tasha n Ashley .. so most of the time we just chilled in da Reggaeton room but i have to admit in da beginning it was boring .. like no one was dancing and a few guys were break dancing so yeahh dat was dat.. n den Neno Dejo Ogi Ashley n Tasha left to go 2 Zokas .. dey called me 2 go but nahh i wanted to stay wit muh grlz n i sorta wanted to see muh boo Zeko but ill see him sum otha time .. i felt bad for Tasha cause she wanted to stay but like her mom said she had to go wit em cuz her mom didnt wanna pik her up from da club so she was mad n i felt badd :-( .. but anywayz at like 10 ppl started dancing n hookin up but i wasnt in da mood 4 it .. so i just kinda stood n watched ppl n den round like 12 i started to dance n dats da time we were suppose to leave but we stayed for another hour :-) .. soo yeahh it was fun (better than stayin home hehe) but next weekend hopefully more ppl will go to dis club .. its an awesome club .. its big and soo nice inside man .. but only if a lot of ppl came den it would be sweet so i guess i have to start workin n tell ppl bout it n its on Fridays n Saturdays n ppl go 2 da movies -n- now dey can just go 2 dis club .. dey gonna pay da same as goin 2 da movies n yet clubs are muchhhh muchhhh better lol but oo well.. so last night was fun .. clubbin wit muh grlzz ;-)

2day .. i woke up at 12 .. talked wit Nela n Austin on da fone .. n 2day im actually gonna go wit Tijana to get muh hair cut n walk round da mall .. mann i doo miss her a lot -n- 2day i get to see her !!!!!! yeahh so dats dat 4 da day .. and i have no clue wats up 4 2nite ??

im out .. take care
<3 Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-24T11:22:00

2005-03-24T16:31:31Z

soo lets see.. da last time i wrote in here was tuesday morning ... well i didnt do much except work around the yard n shii .. tuesday night i went to blockbuster n got sum movies .. "The Notebook" wow that movie is sooooooo good !!!!!!! i loved it ;-).. "Without a Paddle" was good 2 and wow "The Village" was the best movie ever.. SIKEEEEEEEE .. i couldnt even watch da first 5 mins of it.. dats how bad n boring it was lol but yeahh .. Wednesday i just chilled round da house doin wateva .. went outside 2 help muh mom paint da walls .. wanted 2 go get muh hair cut but it was too late .. and wow i had da sweetest lil talk wit Zeko which got me happy lol and wow mann when i come to think of it.. i havent seen him or talked to him in 4eva lol but its all good tho cuz we talked bout dat n hopefully i get to see him soon n every1 else

today... im bout 2 go clean da house .. Alexis is suppose to come over for a lil.. n den hopefully 2day ama go get muh hair cutt.. awww its gonna look sooo kuteee (i hope) hehe 2nite im just prolly doin nuttin unless sum1 does sumthin and calls me but yeahh

Friday im suppose to be goin to a new club ( Upper Level ) which is madddd nice.. its every friday n saturday and it has 4 rooms
Room 1.. reggaeton & ny hip hop
Room 2.. dirty south & hip hop
Room 3.. reggae & soca
Room 4.. break & dance
so dat club sounds pretty tyte n its like 10 mins away from me so i hopefully go wit Nela n Irma and whoever wants to meet us over there

Saturday ... Me n Nela wanted to go to wet n wild wit Irma n Branka but i donno if dats gonna happen cuz both mine n Nelas parents work but i still have sum ppl i can ask to take us soo yeahh

im out 4 noww .. take care
love , Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-22T10:57:00

2005-03-22T16:17:31Z

WOW LAST NIGHT ... AMAZING!!!!
okay ama start during da day.. in da morning woke up - cleaned da house 4 muh mom - n den started cleanin muh room n started cleanin da closet but i stopped n got ready n left to da mall wit Nela.. got a kute jacket.. shirt.. and jewerly but anywayz took Nela home and i came home to take a shower .. get ready .. n go clubbin wit muh favorite grlz !!! So Nela came n picked me up along wit Zana n Dali .. so we headed out to Roxys :-) .. wow that thing was fuckin packedddddddd ... but it was a lot of fun !!!!! at first we just kinda stood there n watched since dey still havent opened da top floor and den when dey did .. we got up there n still watched n den when raggaeton came on dats when we started dancing n afterwards da whole night was just dancing ... wheww SOO MANY FYNE GUYS and there was one in particular [[ love at first sight lol Zana ]] but yeahh saw A LOT of ppl 4rm school .. there was only 1 fight which was surprising cause how packed it was i thought there was gonna be bout like 10 lol.. but anyways Dali dropped me home .. ate .. n went str8 2 sleep .. so that night was a bunhc of fun :-D

da 2 days be4 yesterday .. i went to Irmas on Saturday night along wit Branka .. we just chilled // listened to music // watched tv // talked on da fone wit our babies // .. but we went 2 sleep at like 3 ?? and woke up da next morning at like 11 .. got ready // ate // n den headed out to Cocao beach wit her parents.. brother.. and Nicole (( Irmas friend )) .. we basically us 4 just tanned ( lol i got a lil kute tan hehe on muh booty ;-) ) but yeah came bak to Irmas house // took a shower // n den just chilled wit her since Branka went home // went home round 7 30?? got home at 9 .. talked online 4 a lil n went to sleep cuz i had a bad headache :-(

so that was that 4 da weekend ... alot more fun things to come around be4 spring break is over !!!

<3 Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-19T11:57:00

2005-03-19T17:02:20Z

          *h*E*y*

   So last night i went to da movies wit NeLa -n- Rick .. we were gonna watch The Ring 2 at 8 30 but it got sold out so we went to watch it at 9 45 .. in the meantime we went into 2 mall .. ate .. n den went bak out to da movies .. yeahh we got to sit up in the last row and damnn the movie was packed !! but it was a good movie tho except i think it could of been better .. like at the beginning with the couple and da grl.. well dey should of showed the grl through out the movie and also how the guy was on the fone wit his friend and like he said ohh yeahh man i made you a copy so you can get sum1 else to watch it .. well that meant that theres still the tape out sumwhere .. but mayb they are saving those parts for The Ring 3? donno but da point is it could of been better !!! so muh dad came picked me, Nela, Dali, n Veca since dey came l8er on but yeahh took dem home .. i came home ... talked to MILOS (( man i miss him soo much !!! hopefully i get 2 see him ova da summer ))

        YEAHHH BABY !!! SPRING BREAK !! ahhh its gonna be soo good to sleep in for like 10 days and party hard .. clubbin .. beach .. wet n wild.. mann o mann whewww its gonna rock baby !!!

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MLADEN !! WISH YOU THE BEST BABE !!

    Today i really wanna go 2 da mall to do sum shopping so if i get a ride ama go .. n 2night Mladen is makin a party so i either go there or go 2 Irmas house 2night and den 2morrow morning go 2 da beach wit her n Branka but im not sure yet .. but im out gonna go clean n do summ shit

                            1 LuV
                         .:. MaJa .:.

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-17T16:42:00

2005-03-17T22:01:42Z

wow havent written in here 4 a while but wow this past week was soo much fun !!!!
Thursday i went 2 school .. n den went 2 da gym wit muh grl Grace n muh parents picked me up n den we went to muh cuzins (( Zoran n Igor )) house where Zana Nela Dali Darko Daco Milos n muh bro were just chillin .. n dat was dat 4 thursday
Friday .. went 2 school instead of goin to IOA wit muh cuzins bro n Milos but its all good .. went 2 da gym afterwards and den round 9:40 muh ma took me to muh cuzins and den we went to da movies (( Me . Milos . Zoran . Igor . Darko . Stevo . Vaso )) .. we were gonna go chill wit dem otha guys at church but it was gonna be boring so we just went 2 da movies .. but we saw Hostage which was a really good movie !!! Igor took us home and dat was that
Saturday i was suppose to go 2 da beach wit the guys or 2 da beach wit muh cuzins but i thought muh cuzin Dalibor was gonna go wit da guys but it ended dat he went wit muh otha cuzins n Milos which fckin sucked cuz i had to stay home but its all good cuz muh baby ALexis came over and we had our lil moments hehe and muh ma took us to blockbuster and we got The Grudge and Vicker Park but she left home be4 we when started da movies so i just watched Vicker Park alone since i kno i wouldnt be able to watch The Grudge by muhself lol so be4 da movie was over muh cuzins n Milos came over n we all watched the Grudge together which was kinda stupid but i got scared a few times so afta da movie dey left home and i went to sleep ... ** HAPPY 19TH B-DAY TO DALIBOR**
Sunday .. wow i had soo much funn!! i went to wet n wild wit Igor Zoran Milos n muh bro .. man it was a lot of fun chillin wit Milos.. hes da most sweetest n kutest guy around .. it sux dat he lives in Canada but we chilled da whole time 2getha and went on rides 2getha n i really got to kno him a lot .. so we went home when it closed n den went to Dacos since he had a lil family get 2getha for his bday and den i went home
Monday .. school .. round 6 i went to da park wit muh bro, nela, milos, n zoran .. me milos n nela played volleyball n den joined sasha n zoran 4 basketball .. mann just chillin wit him made me feel soo happy n i saw Dejo drive by hehe but yeahh Igor picked us up n we chilled at Zorans house n den wentt to Darkos for his bday ** HAPPY 18TH BDAY TO DARKO ** and went home ..
Tuesday .. school.. and den just chilled around n studied 4 da exams.. all 4 cuzins and Milos came over .. we just chilled (( ohh mann it felt soo good to be wit sum1 who i kno isnt like da other guys )) but anywayz dat was da last time i saw Milos till i dono when.. mann i sure am gonna miss him a lot n esp since we just started gettin to kno each other but its good i might be seeing him again ova the summer :-D
Yesterday n Today .. at school i took exams .. blah blah.. havent been at da gym 4 da longest time since Milos kept me away from it hehe but ama go 2nite

im think im done.. take care

*3/14/05*

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-10T17:42:00

2005-03-10T22:43:16Z

   All a nigga really need is a lil bit
   Not a lot baby girl just a lil bit
   We can head to the crib in a lil bit
    I can show ya how I live in a lil bit
I wanna unbutton your pants just a lil bit
    Take 'em off and pull 'em down a lil bit
    Get to kissin' and touchin' a lil bit
    Get to lickin' and fuckin a lil bit
^ dats muh song.. numba wun song umm hmm ^

Anywayz.. Monday, Tuesday, n Wednesday was da fcat and fuck yeahh IT IZ OVER.. even tho i hope we had days like that cause da fcat was easy n we didnt have to go 2 da first 3 period and da last 3 periods we just watched movies n shii . . . . . Tuesday afta FCAT me n muh grl Edua skipped 4th period n went to 1st lunch n den afterwards when dat lunch was ova we went into da grlz locker and we just chilled there while da bell for 2nd lunch rang n round dat time Miko n Mrgud came n picked us up and we left wit dem.. ohhh let me not getted started wit dat.. lol in da exit da security type person was there and he stopped da car n since Mrgud told me n Edua to bend down well of course he saw us and duhhh he knew we were skipping so hes like da grlz have 2 get out so instead of drivin towards da school Miko turns out of da exit and speeds away ahh da most scariest shii mann and i seriously thought da police was gonna come afta us but nahh cuz muh papi Miko is da main at driving .. lol so we went to pik up Alexis at her house since she left early from school and den we went to Mrguds crib.. all da guyz were there (( Zeko Neno Dejo Eze Mladen Grici Ogi n one of Mrguds boyz )) so me Alexis Edua Mrgud n his boy chilled outside n shii while da otha guys were makin BBQ and playin ping pong but yeahh .. so round 2 Miko took us home .. we took Alexis home and he dropped Me n Edua off at da apartments where we had to wait for our bus n shii.. so dat was kewl lol muh first time skipping TEEHEE <- Nela ! but yeaa umm wat else is new?? ohh ive been goin 2 da gym every single day n damn dat shii is makin me feel so good n crap and im stretching muh muscles so dats a good thing ive been soar 2day cuz i took a Body Works class n when i got home and took a shower i felt good but da next morning mann i couldnt walk but dats good cuz yeahh hehe

   Last Night i got 2 go to Darkos n Dacos house ohh man have i missed them !! i also got to meet Zorans n Igors kum.. he seems nice n really sweet ((kinda shy but muh mom said dats not tru hehe)) so i look foward to chillin wit dem more
   Saturday is Dalibors bday n in da morning all da guyz plannin on goin 2 da beach so i think i might as well go wit dem n den at night go to City Walk so dat'll be kewl and for Spring Break i think ama be goin wit Alexis to Daytona along wit sum otha ppl from our school n stay there for 2 days n den da otha days go to Irmas and go clubbin n shii like that so dat should be a lot of fun

but im out.. gotta go 2 da gym wit muh grl Grace.. but ama write bak as soon as sumthin new comes up

<3 Maja

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-06T11:04:00

2005-03-06T16:34:48Z

F R I D A Y

I GOT MUH CELLY BAKK!!! ahh im soo happy teehee .. now i can talk for as long as i want without muh mom havin to yell at me for using da house fone n keeping da line busy hehe and ahh now muh baby Zeko is gonna be able to call me n we can talk for hours teehee anywayz i went to da gym round 6 and stayed til 7 30 cuz i had to rush home .. get ready n den go 2 da movies wit Nela Zana Mario n Lili so we watched "Be Cool" which was a good movie ((well at least da parts dat i watched cuz i kept falling asleep cuz i was madd tired lol)) but yeahh Nelas mom picked us up n we took Zana home n den i went ova Nelas n den over to muh cuzins house where i fell asleep waitin for muh bro til 1 .. got home ate n den talked wit muh booboo Zeko n den went to sleep

S A T U R D A Y

I didnt do much .. i just chilled wit Milan ((muy daddys friend who works in our yard)) and muh fuckin Alexis was suppose to come over but her ass didnt show up so i just chatted .. ordered pizza .. and watched Pink ..

S U N D A Y

The fuckin fone woke me up around 10 n i couldnt go bakk to sleep but so far i didnt do anythin n i have no idea wat im doin 2day but prolly stayin home n chilled wit mom n Milan again teehee

im out <3 Maja

DONT GIVE YOUR HEART AWAY UNTIL YOU KNOW HE IS THE ONE AND ONLY !!
*man o man.. he is muh one and only and i am soo happy dats hes da one*

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-03-03T16:09:00

2005-03-03T21:38:58Z

AHH I HAVE A HEADACHE !!!

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This week .. school has been going to slow n boring n tiring man!!! But whats keeping me alive is workin out.. I joined La Fitness n i go every single day n stay there 2.. 3 hours [[ lot of ppl from muh school go there n plus i get to see dem guys wit dem nice ass bodies n muscles ahhh ... DAMN ]] but man muh goal is not to look at guys but lose a few pounds n get a bangin body [[ ama try to do both at da same time lol cuz knowing me da guys cant go away teehee ]] but yeahh dat shii is mad good cuz u sweat so much n plus all da classes dey have are an hr long n get u into it soo much n its a good exercise .. i only took one so far which was a spanish dance class n it was good..

Ahh im gettin muh cell fone bak soon teeheee (( i hope )) lol cuz i serioulsy miss it and i bet i have soo many messages n shii n im soo bored in school without out cuz i cant text mess. :-( but yeahh so dats good news hehe

Man fuckin FCAT next week n den da week afta dat we got 9 week exmas .. shi sux but ill survive even tho ama fail all of dem tests n da fact that i have da same damn class wit dis grl i fuckin hate for FCAT ahh its gonna suckk major but nuttin i can do bout it .. well i donno wat else to say .. take care to whoeva reads dis junk

I
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<3333 Maja

I LOVE YOU MUH BABY ZEKO !! [[ EVEN THO WE ARENT GOIN OUT .. YET ]]

ljepotica1389 @ 2005-02-27T10:01:00

2005-02-27T15:03:13Z

*MAN DO I MISS HIM AND LOVE HIM*
.. ITS AMAZING HOW HE CAN CHANGE MUH MIND IN JUST ONE NIGHT !!

wOw

2005-02-26T16:55:18Z

.:. ThUrSdAy .:.

Man that day was soo tiring !! I went to school and almost fell asleep in all muh classes n just couldnt wait to get home so dat i can get str8 into da bed n sleep but dats not wat happened lol cuz muh cuzin Musa came over and we went to the Fashion Square Mall becuase he wanted to visit his friend and since his friend works in the perfume area.. which all da guys dat work there are gay .. so i saw dis one guy who worked there and he was soo kute ((so sad he was gay)) but he was sooo adorable n had sum nice eyes but hes gay so nuttin bout dat hehe but da funny part was there was dis like mayb 13 yr old who kept starrin at me .. so i was bored since i was alone cuz muh cuzin n his friend had to go make a fone call so i would walk past dis kid n he would look at me n he was standin behind a pole so i would get behind another pole n peek and saw he was peeking too lol but when he saw me he would get behind da thing rite away so when i walked past him again i blew kisses at him lol it was da funniest thing ever .. but muh cuzin Musa came backk n we went around da mall .. he got him sum stuff n den we went to the hospital cuz he missed 2 days of work n da first time .. his manager said she would fire him if he did it again n so he did and dats da reason he came to muh house in da first place so dat muh mom can call his work n tell dem that his Grandpa had died and his dad got a heartache so he was in da hospital n so muh mom did dat n crap so now he wanted to go to the hospital to get a piece of paper dat had da hospitals name on it n da address so he can prove dat he was really there ((even tho he wasnt teehee)) n so he took a piece of paper n talked to dis man who works there and crap n da man was like it illegal n took da paper away from him n so muh cuzin was forcing me to go n take a piece of paper .. sit down n pretend im writing n take da paper n walk out but i didnt do it cuz da man saw me wit muh cuzin so we just went to 7 Eleven so dat Musa could get sumthin to eat n a piece of paper since he didnt wanna go all da way by Altamonte Mall just to get a piece of hospital paper n he wrote da note n we drove off to Publix where he works so dat i can give da manager da note n get his cell bak which he left da day be4 !! so dats wat i did n as he was takin me home he called da manager n told her wat had happened bout his grandpa n father n to me it looked like da manager didnt believe him but ohh well so i got home at 9 .. talked to Kerleem n sum otha ppl online and i got sum interesting news from Kerleem n dey were good lol but i went to sleep n da following day was FRIDAY lol

.:. fRiDaY .:.

Happy 18th Birthday Papi !!! ((MiKo))

Boring day at school like always but it was alrite after 4th period which was lunch n 5th period ((6th period was easy n boring)) but ohh well wateva same shi always happens in school... so i got home n chilled .. here comes da bull shii part.. i asked muh mom if i could go to Mikos party n she said No but knowing da changed person i am .. i didnt argue wit her so i just went to sleep n crap n when i woke up i went to eat n i guess she saw i was quiet n sad so shes like wat kind of party is it .. im like a birthday party cuz its Mikos bday n so shes like i donno im not gonna make da decisions anymore so shes like ask ur dad .. so i called muh dad up n he started bull shiitin n sayin so much crap n said No n hung up soo i started talkin shii about muh dad n started to have tears in muh eyes lol cuz of course we all kno dats wat makes da parents feel bad n let us go so muh mom called muh dad n was like every1 is goin so why shouldnt she be able to go blah blah so muh dad was like ill see when i come home so afterwards muh mom called up muh cuzin Dalibor n asked if he was goin n if he could give me a ride bakk home if i go n crap so when muh dad got home he asked if i wanted to go n crap so of course i did but da thing was i didnt have a ride there cuz muh cuzin was goin at 11 which i ddint wanna go dat late to da party n muh dad was in a hurry to go to his friends house which was like an hr away so i just called Zana up to see how she was gettin there n so i went wit her.. i got a lil ready at home n den went to her house n dats where we were makin our hair n blah blah all dat lil girly stuff n we headed to da party but it took us a while since Zana was driving and believe it or not she drove worse than an old lady lol but its all good so when we got there Velo opened da door n said da party was canceled n me n zana freaked out but den Antonela was already there so in da background she was like hes lying lol but she was da only one there and so we just sat around n chilled.. me n Nela showed off muh n Irmas dance moves hehe but yeahh n den around 12 or so every1 was there ... of course ppl got drunk n shii but were able to control themselfs except dis one grl who fell soo many times n kept bumping into da walls n crap but yeahh umm it was alrite .. we danced chilled n i had sum moments where i felt confused (i told Zana bout it) but it was alrite.. it was nice to see da guys again n crap n be able to talk to all of em wit out hatin n crap lol but yeahh i went home round 2 cuz i was tired n almost fell alseep .. so it was really nice of Zeko to walk to me to da car n say bye ;-) hehe but yeah its kewl we talkin again (( Nela .. i do agree wit u bout wat u said to both me n zeko lol )) i donno but i came home .. ate n went to sleep

.:. ToDaY .:.

I woke up around 10:30 cuz da damnn fone woke me up n i tried to go bak to sleep but i just couldnt .. so i cleaned da house cuz dis guy from Jax is suppose to come over n fix muh Pink again lol but i have no damn clue wat im doin 2day hopefully just chillin mayb go 2 da movies or i really wanna chill wit muh cuzin Darko but i donno.. ill update this thing later

<3 Maja

Its really kewl how i got awesome friends !!! n its madd nice dat I am talking to Zeko again cuz even tho there might not be a chance for me n him again i still love him like a brother no matter wat :-)

ZaNa --> it was nice how we had dat lil convo bout dat grl who blamed shii on you hehe i wouldnt of hit her or anythin but would go up to her face n tell her str8 out wat i needed too hehe but tx 4 da ride 2 da party n you need to come ova muh house sumtime grl .. love ya booboo

NeLa --> hehe i love you babe n i like i said i kinda want dat to happen wat u told me n zeko but den im not sure cuz i think its gonna end up da same as always ya know.. n tx for stickin thru all muh bull shii lol n i kno u would still love me if i was a lesbo :-)P

sPoNgEbOb --> ama kill you for not tellin me bout wat we talked bout dis morning.. i feel sooooo bad now n ahh ur such a dork hehe love you spongebob !!

.:. We .:. Can .:. Do .:. It .:. Anywhere .:.

2005-02-24T00:35:17Z

Hey !!

[[ Monday we didnt have school so i just slept in n helped muh mom clean da garage and at nite went shopping wit her at Walmart.. i got muhself BOXERS (im soo happy lol) .. i got me undies, a kute lil outfit, shoes n dats bout it .. its funny cuz we only needed to buy sum boxes n sum detergent and we ended up spendin like $170 hehe but das how it iz when i go shoppin wit muh mom teehee n den afterwards we went to Publix.. got home took a shower n went str8 to bed ]] [[ Tuesday .. ahh had to go bakk to skol.. it was boring but it got alrite during 5th period n so on --- just da usual --> slept.. did hw.. watched One Tree Hill.. n den bak to sleep <-- so dat was dat 4 da day ]] [[ Today - Wednesday February 22 2005 - was a short day at skol n it was very very interesting and Kerleem knos why n im not gonna get into detail n dont even try to ask but just kno dat it was *interesting* .. had a test in Geometry which i failed n yet i have an "F" wat so ever but its okay ama bring it up .. slept after school .. chilled wit Rhalstin n Tito for like 5 mins n now im doin dis junk n dats dat ]]

*Friday .. me n alexis are signing up for LA Fitness ((yeahhh baby)) and friday is muh papi bday (Miko) !! hopefully if he makes a party ama be able to go since ive been a good grl n muh parents were really nice dis past week teehhe*

[[ well dats all i got to say .. peacee ]]

OHH N I LOVE MUH GUZARA ANTONELA SOOO MUCHH !!!!

.. in just a day ..

2005-02-21T04:56:07Z

            HoWdY !!

       Well ama start off by sayin dat anythin can change.. in just one day youll 4get
        bout wat happened da last day hehe.. but in muh last entry i had bout how i
        hated muh parents well dat has changed..

     2day.. i woke up at 11 or so n just hung out .. round 6 i cleaned da house since
     muh mom n dad were cleanin out da garage n i didnt want to have muh mom clean
     da house as well .. so i got a call from muh guzara Antonela and she called me to
     go wit her n Zana to the movies .. i wasnt sure if i wanted to go cuz i was tired so
    of course i went .. we went n saw Boogeyman ((ending was really stupid)) but
    otherwise da movie was okay .. afterwards we went to get sum ice cream n just
chilled .. took pix.. n den we went home.. n now im just chillin .. bout to head to
   bed to get sum rest but i dono sup 4 2morrow i had in mind bout goin 2 da park
    to play sum Volleyball but ama have to see wit da grlz.. but wateva im out take care

                                    wUn LuV .:. MaJa .:.